I apologize
I know its wrong...
Can you see my sins
My scarlet sins...
Sitting alone
The darkness creeps...
Dear dad,
i know I'm nothing special...
I want to go back to when we were younger
When happy meals from McDonald's filled our hunger...
I cried today.
The first tear came, and i couldn't stop the rest...
Bottling up my emotions
Only to keep them inside...
Theres a little blue box,
That rests beside my bed...
Use that blade
Dig it deep...
Tears are welled up inside me,
Trying to keep them from falling...
My big brother,
Wasn't just a boy you sat by...
If I was granted just one wish
This is what I'd do...