When you left I tried to be strong,
But the pain that came lasted much to long...
I know now I could not find another,
I had a chance and didn't seize the chance...
I love you more than life itself
But I'm afraid to love...
The smile that lit up my always saddened face
It pains to think of you...
You told me to wait
And waited I did...
I reached out my hand. Hoping you'd take mine with...
Already you words threaten
me tear me apart...
Remember when
I told you...
You're so absorbed in you
And everything she does too...
We're standing at an ending of an edge
I'm tilting, toppling, toward tearful tumbles...
Waiting...
for that bus ride home...
Dear anonymous
I am getting sick and tried...