This poem is to my friends,
my friends that want to die...
I fall endlessly.
Never knowing if i...
It's been so long now Mummy
I really really miss you...
Laying in her bed with her pen in her hand,
Writing down the words no one understands...
Look in the mirror what do you see?
A ugly young girl starin back at me...
Monday came...
With a rain storm of bricks...
I'm holding tight a razor
But the blade won't touch my skin...
Tonight her sleep will never end,
And for another night she wont pretend...
And behind these eyes of shattered dreams
lays a girl with a heart so broken...
I enjoy having no pain to bother me,
But I have pain that only i can see...
Why am I living when all I want to do is die.
Does god really love me, can he tell me why...
The beautiful girl stares blankly
at a room full of her peers...