Trying hard to not just be
the shooting star no one can see...
On the inside i'm silently dying
no one understands...
In a flurry, a whirlwind
being tossed from side to side...
I missed my heart by less than an inch.
I made my parents and the nurses flinch...
Could you cope with hating yourself ,
For hurting everyone around you...
The smile disappears as I'm losing myself
Hiding my emotions, put on the back shelf...
Slit a wrist
Start to cry...
Cant feel the wind brush my face,
lost in sorrow...
She smiles and waves
tonight she goes...
In a moment so much can change
In a moment so much can happen...
I put the gun to my head
but I'm afraid to pull the trigger...
She goes into the bathroom; it was one of those...
where turning the blade on herself would make all...