Filled with rage
and a sadness that forever lives...
I am the same person
That I've always been...
I've lived a life,
thats worse then death...
In my hands I'm holding a fragile dream,
I hold it tight for I'm going downstream...
Someone hear my cries of help,
i made a shout...
Living in a world of lies
Wishing I would just fall asleep and die...
Everyday I feel like this could be the day I...
Going through the day becomes the challenge of how...
The sound of the knife, calling my name,
it's too hard to ignore, I can't play this game...
Im a bad role model i now know that,
dont cut yourself and dont call yourself fat...
You see my shield-
Of smiles I have wield...
It's all happened before,
Something that sets you off and end up laying face...
What has brought this pain upon me?
because the cause i cannot see...