I don't know what
it was that triggered...
It was something
about that December day...
I should have known:
the sun does shine...
He kisses his queen's
soft alabaster skin...
Trapped by anger
filled with spite...
You carved our names in paper -
And...
Branches move and sadly sway
Their farewell to this long day...
You can forget I live
Leave me sitting alone...
Sun shining morning
eclipse by gloomy weather...
Every time i see you i just blank out and freeze,
Scared, because standing in front of me, is a...
Once more pounds are chasing me, making me feel so...
Don't know how much more self loathing I'm able to...
Hide the pain and smile
I tell myself this everyday...