I thought you were something special.
But I just couldn't see...
Imagine a walk.
A walk of undeserved shame...
I taste the blood,
I smell the fear...
Emptiness builds a home of a girl
like a virus it is spread...
Just wanna cut myself so deep
Hold out my arms and let my wrists weep...
Once again that same turmoil
Back again that nasty pain...
I can feel my body
Slowly shutting down...
Squirm in murky lairs of hate --
gasping, suffocation, intoxication...
Broken heart sewed up; eager to love again...
took that leap of faith; said those three magical...
Looking at these photographs,
I see old friends, always full of laughs...
Amongst all this depressing shit
I'll regret being part of it...
A promise never ending,
But a memory never forgetting...