Never wanted to die like all this before
Slashed wrists oozing and I hit the floor...
Rebounded but tossed away
watch the top crumble down...
Numb, I last still, standing above
inflamed prints that your steps...
You make me irrelevant -
out of balance...
Washed up and forgotten
amid the sandy beaches...
Four women in a school thick with children
chat over their ripening stomachs about...
Sorrow overrunning my mind,
spilling empty words on paper...
A reflection of faces shattered,
resembles pieces of life...
Behind the darkness of light
Breathes a creature of memories...
Midnight scribbles
of blue moon's muse...
A thousand words fail me,
unable to overcome the agony...
I'm so stupid. I hate my life.
Sometimes I just want to take a gun...