I sit in the end of my thoughts,
i sit in shock unable to feel...
Pill after pill after pill
noing it will make me ill...
So tired of trying, so tired of acting.
Inside I'm crying, but not reacting...
Too stubborn to realize what I've had before
Just sick of getting hurt, I could take it anymore...
Lonely eyes, black and misty.
In my heart there is only misery...
You see someone happy
But, I'm big and that's that...
If you were me and I was you,
Could you handle being ill...
I take another drink and slip from reality it...
dont try to save me i dont want to be its way too...
Gone she was,
away from the world...
This pain in my heart is killing my chest.
and it wont seem to let me have any rest...
I'm sat alone in my room
on the frozen bed...
There's something I feel,
Somewhere deep inside...