..where shadows of the moon,
shimmer in the breeze. The lake...
I really am so sorry
How perfect it would be...
The streets
around her are dying with the madness...
It is difficult for a soul
to seek shelter in rain of despair...
Be okay with my ups and downs
Life is full of tragedy...
My despair is mine alone
Don't tell me how to grieve...
A beach was created
From waves of tears long shed...
When I was just a child
my mother said to me...
How I envied you all
With your senses intact...
I wonder if you know I love you so;
As vast that you can dream, as real as touch...
Could which of nature's art, out-glow her grace?
Of silver specks in night, I start with ease...
Just shove me up against the wall
And burn my skin where your lips crawl...
They say that I am weak,
Cause I need pills to fall asleep...
The first time that you gave your heart to me
I didn't know the precious things it held...
She is mysterious,
an air of intrigue surrounding her...
Will you be there if I need you
Can you catch me if I fall through...
You are my anchor
You keep me from going adrift...
Why do my eyes
See my worst fears...
Is this how relationships are,
Now I’ve got a few battle scars...
I don’t know how to I say how I feel
I say too much...
Damn
It's over...
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna feel your touch...
Trying to figure out my mind
All the thoughts that's going through...
I'm sorry;
For the things I say, for making you feel that I...
Sitting here just watching you, but you can't see...
I know I shouldn't but what else can I do, for you...
What you've done to me, you'll never understand
The pain that i feel now, is all at your hand...
You don't know what you do to me
And I'm not sure I can explain...
Sometimes i sit & wonder
Very late at night...
My life is joyfull
& so you say is yours...
Today I realised something
That I didn’t really think...
You may not know this
I’m not an easy girl...
I wish that you could see
The true & real me...
I used to be able to write.
I would have no trouble putting pen...
*This is still a work in progress, but here's an...
I’m heavy with guilt when I am with you...
Some say silence is golden,
But it's like drowning in slow motion...
Can we please skip all the nonsense
Stop beating around the bush...
Weep not once for me
For I cannot see your tears...
I'm a whisper in a dark room
where my words spark smoke...
My ghost,
what are the words left behind...
I burned these bridges years ago
And yet the pain continues to flow...
I don't know how to do this without you
Thought our future was set in stone...
When our heart is sore
emotions are overly tired...
When sadness knocks
I don't want to talk...
When I die
Just say goodbye...
Sometimes it's just the simple things in life
That will give us the biggest smile...
No choice I had, than to face-thy-face
and take the stand, to rest my case...
Why do you wait for tomorrow?
When you won't even live for today...
I've noticed you seem to be quiet
Involved only within your work...
You know I think a lot about us
And everything that we've been through...
Losing control fast.
I'm spiraling down...
Why should we give a damn about each day
There already numbered anyway...
The selfish mind.
Too hard to get inside...
I'm as hot as a burning flame
Wild cat...
We all have demons
of some sort...
You are a loose arrow
launched from...
Release your grip
Step back into the shadows...
Monsters or Demons,
We call our worst selves...
I have been drinking your poison.
And just when I think it's the end...