She's sick of her everyday fears,
Her hope finds it hard to survive...
This family is messed up
i hate living here...
Crimson lips are dripping
Acidic blood and bile...
My heart is dying without you
because love that was true has left me...
Smoothing out the wrinkles,
Staring at the eyes...
I see how you treat her,
How you disrespect and lie...
Mom everyone loves you
Your smile brightens up the room...
Flashbacks, memories
Through a crimson eye glass...
I know its kinda long but Id really apreciate it...
How does she manage...
They tell me I should be excited
"This is a happy time"...
It aint my best but it sommemt you hav to rite
This will be my last Christmas that I will spend...
Hidden promises behind my lies
fake smiles cover my desperate cries...