My heart is crushed,
I'm falling apart...
Note: this is a song.
So, tear open the wound again...
I wake up, here the phone
ringing i look and see your...
I lay awake in my bed
what should I do...
I don't know why i cant do it
finally bring my life to an end...
Serenity Laced The Forest
Fruit Upon The Trees...
When people ask why i cut
i say think just a minute...
I pretend I'm "fine"
No one knows the truth...
Left all alone in the world
out in the pouring rain...
Grey clouds appeared like any other day.
But something seemed different about today...
*About my first suicide attempt. My best friend...
Tortured restless, can’t go on...
I would never forgive myself..
even i am dropped in hell...