I wish to write a poem,
Of grieving, pain and loss...
Sometimes I wear a mask
To hide the hurt I feel...
You think you know this girl?
You couldn't be more wrong...
I grab that blood stained blade.
The mistakes I made are on my mind...
Screaming so loud!
Why cant you hear me...
A thousand tears I've shed,
Ten thousand more un-said...
Here I am
Staring at my window...
As i lay dieing
i think of you...
What is it that you see in me?
I'm just an average girl...
It's not worth living for the lies
You always try to disguise...
We're not all perfect,
So let's not pretend...
She wakes up in the morning
And goes to her closet...