Every new year we
plant a golden tree of hope...
She was always so loving,
Chemicals were causing her pain...
Pain can consume us, make us self loath
Always in pain feeling nowhere can be home...
Dead on the outside
slowly dying inside too...
Strip her of the flesh, then peer straight through...
Softly pick the padlocks and watch her world...
It seems friendships have become
altered in an unusual way...
They tore my wings like zephyr
-and I; I sat upon that one...
Rope around her neck
Razor in her hand...
Fading like a flower
on the highway of my secret life...
Ridicule and hatred is all you can hear
Chopped up for flavour and mixed in with fear...
I can't take it anymore.
This constant breathing...
The widow
Eyes as black as a hole in space...