Right here in my presence
I have promised...
'6:10', The exact time it happened
As you wept on your knees by her bed...
I'm trying to forget about your kisses,
I'm trying to forget about your hugs...
Aggravated Nerves,
Bottled up inside of me...
I got the blade in my hand,
Ready to press it on my wrist...
As I sit here in my corner
Wondering if he will die...
Staring at a fake scape with blank eyes;
So many sweet lies written at its back...
I sit there in my corner,
Because I am not a fighter...
If I Could Reach Her
Reaching out into the cold spring sky...
I'm dripping blood what a surprise
the glossy red deep in my eyes...
I grab that blood stained blade.
The mistakes I made are on my mind...
...To my ex-boyfriend...