I wanted you to kiss me,
But I taste of bitter tears...
*when you read some of my poems they might sound...
i always read these poems...
Forget it, you will never understand.
All you cared about was yourself...
I know I'm not the best nor the brightest
But all I want to do is make you proud...
Just sit back and watch me
watch me while i fall...
Stubborn tears
trickle down...
You said you would be there for me
Told me I could be strong...
A never ending spiral
i descend everyday...
Wake up and breathe,
You should be happy now, you're rid of me...
Close your eyes now
And awake in your dreams...
Faking life,
to prevent worry...
Scared and afraid
I seem to back away...