My life is screwed up,
But you'll never see...
I don't want to think of you with her
But it's all that fills my head...
Sitting alone again this night
Not another person is around...
It hurts.
When you love someone...
I have fallen victim to my old habits
The ones that you never knew about...
I wish it would rain
So that I could go outside...
Frustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense
Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense...
Hushed secrets cached beneath septic skin,
Anemic bones tormented from pain within...
Dissolving passions,
With leaking actions...
Silent tears flow down my cheeks,
Leaving stains as I do weep...
I'm watching myself fade and slip away,
How will I make it through another day...
Desolate In Your Absence
Longing For Your Kiss...