I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give...
I never wanted this to get this far
I never planned on it...
Over the oceans and deep blue seas
Far-off the land fields and tallest trees...
Hiding behind my smiles
Not wanting you to see the pain...
I hate that I still love you
Kept safe, contained within till her return...
~momma don't cry~
you have alot of pride...
We stood closely together
Together on distant roads...
Of the lost before you, my haunting words are all...
Some have proclaimed me morbid, disgusting and...
Repulsion feeds my own compulsion,
and this cycle of hatred carries on...
When you look into my eyes
Can you see into my soul...
A dull ache settled in the pit of my stomach as my...
Nothing could have prepared me for this blow, I...
How do you know what its like to be me
do you cry my tears...