Sitting here writting my notes
Minding my bussiness...
I knew from the start,
So i let you into my heart...
This all started when i was 13 and my man was 18.
nows he 20 and now im 15...
Well, you found out i was bulimic
and you want me to get committed...
A good Catholic girl
saying prayers since she was 3...
Black surrounds me
It's night not day...
Lest the pain take me,
I will give to it an end...
Many people say i know your pain
They say they know how i feel...
Here I stand, before you all,
Wondering why I am alone...
You told me, yesterday
That I would be okay...
Dear God,
GOD up in heaven, look down on me...
I don't know what to do,
for I am in a mess...