Why does it hurt this bad
the process of letting go...
I cook but noone here to eat
I clean but noone here to see...
I know you loved her,
I know you miss her...
A pretty girl will smile wide,
Alluding from what she has to hide...
The gardens in you bloom like fate
each herb is a slave before your gate...
Some people fear to lose,
That's why they fear to love...
This passion and lust I can't control,
My feelings of want just won't subside...
I found a special boy
who makes me smile...
Irresponsible longing leaves me curious
to taste the scent that you reek of...
I understand the pain you went through,
I understand the things you do...
Sometimes, I just can't...
tell you...enough...
You're so far away that I can't reach
Walls so high I still try to breach...