Lost in a numbness, that can't be explained
Broken in horror, where the view is bloodstained...
I leave you a note with a cross for a kiss
Don't forget about lunch this you can't miss...
Somehow
in the silence...
... like a blanket
made from cotton...
I wake up
the weight of the day heavy...
My father's anniversary:
((there was a swan pond in our way to the hospital...
Sometimes the fog of numbness lifts for a minute
And I find myself hard up against the grief...
He was throbbing in my arms.
Then my broken heart...
Even though you’re gone
I feel your spirit still lingers...
If there was a way for me
to release myself...
I saw your shadow yesterday
blown about the treetops...
the drifting years (haiku)
drifting clouds above...