What am I doing?
What have I done...
Kind words waft,
endlessly around deaf ears...
Cracked building blocks crunch
boldly beneath my feet...
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Tell me who you recall...
I bleed blood
out from my wrist...
Why do you leave me
when you know Im on edge...
Do u see the scars on her arms?
or the pain in her eyes...
There's no way
to tell you I'm sorry...
You told me you wouldn't underestimate, but that...
I wanted you to take every word I said and twist...
I get lonely sometimes.
So lonely I feel I could die...
I write a lot of things on abuse
hoping some of it will get to you...
It was a cold winter morning
snow had covered the ground...