My mood is black like the sky
Tears well up in my eyes...
I want to be remembered as the girl that always...
And the one who could always brighten up your...
Forgotten like yesterday's news
Like the source of your neighbor's blues...
Bipolar Disorder
Earlier today, I was happier than can be...
I sit here on my bed with a knife,
Waiting for the moment, to end my life...
Why am I sitting in my room with a razor in my...
Why am I thinking of cutting myself and watching...
I stare at the muddled words written on the page
Absent minded, I tap my pen as I try hard to...
Memories
stay with me each night and day...
Your words bring so much depression,
filling my every move with frustration...
Perplexing thoughts, scratched and etched,
Scarring memoirs in my mind...
Before, when I felt pain
I just got up and tried again...
I may have passed away, but please don't mourn for...
I am not gone, I never will be...