This lost letter;
Was written in my tears...
Struggling to take a breath as walls crumble in
Deafening silence as the ground grows closer...
O God, I have a small request
Please call me to your home...
I'm like a stone after putting me on a slingshot
Pull me closer and then release...
I wish I had never met you...
You tore my heart out...
I remember playing
hopscotch and tag...
Caught in the chaos of that biological pump.
hollow eyes carry no sense of space or time...
The second star on the right
And straight through the night to you...
It seemed unreal,
to stand at your gravestone...
The suspense that filled
me, when I would wait...
Weave your words around me,
They feel so good pressed against my skin...
When I am writing
nothing, much less the outside world...