~This Is Pretty Much About My Personal Realization...
so finally i realize...
When theres nowhere else to go
and noone to run to when things go wrong...
Why do you still have love for me?
Don't you see the wickedness in me...
How could you say you love me?
If you left me, mommy...
Delivering pizza
All goes well...
Self destructive patterns
I try so hard to stop...
Life doesn't seem important anymore
i guess that's why suicide's knocking at my door...
Lying awake at night I begin to wonder what it's...
Each thought only brought more clouds to my mind...
This poem I tried to put a lot of thought into and...
Thanks...
I came across a picture of Christine and her...
that would now be the same age as my son brought...
You lie to me
Cant you see...
Lock me up, throw away the key
If I was to leave...