** please read all of it**
She sits down with all her mates...
My hollow voice echoes in a chamber,
With closed doors stale words recirclate...
Rip away my life
This was my intention...
I am slipping away again
Into a deep black hole...
There was once a girl,
And giving up was near...
The unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside...
Alone in the cemetery,
he placed a flower on her grave...
It's hard to live in this world,
When no one notices I'm here...
I thought I found love
but when push came to shove...
This was written about my ex... it's a long story...
Years of watching, waiting...
Looking into his fearful eyes
I see ribbons of despair...
Forty two hours now and wide awake
Praying to the lord my soul to take...