"NO!" She screams inside her head,
"I don't want to end up dead"...
Hiding in her room alone,
How does no one see her pain...
I lay here, broken, on the floor
Cuts on my wrists, cant take any more...
I have feelings of love,
For the guy I see everyday...
A dream of illusions,
Goes through my mind...
Too many days I've walked around
trying to get over you...
Is there such a thing as a silent language
hearing others words that are never spoken...
Deceive me with intricate deceptions
absorbed directly from your lips...
I've seen that face before
I don't know where...
All my life,
I tried to become how you wanted to see me...
Once you were brand new.
A new and exciting toy...
You tell me that you love me,
And how you've been in so much pain...