Contentful chaos walking by my side,
It creeps close and slowly I derive...
Alone in this great emerald island
I'm walking alone above the white sand...
The room spins around me,
as i try to stand tall...
Ive lost my love. my closest friend
my heart is crashing, falling to its end...
An empty echo of laughter,
covers the in-demiscible sound of tears...
Standing behind closed doors in an antique wedding...
Debris from broken stars fall into her eyes of...
A darkness drifts inside my soul
Into my heart it breathes then dies...
As the silver blades slid on my wrist
I think of everything on my death list...
It is waiting for me
Cold and empty...
For every heartbeat,
That has ripped through my chest...
Sometimes life gets too hard,
That you feel like you can't go on...
I know this is long, but it's taken me so long to...
When it turns dark outside...