Memories are good,
Memories are bad...
It was all too much
for a moment...
Am I genuine or fake?
I think I've made a mistake...
A still frame
A moment in time...
So what do you want to say
What do I want to say...
The Known Stranger!!
The night just got started...
I drift off
to the dream room...
You welcome me
with haggard smile...
the entrails of night
slithered back to their womb, so...
I'm a midnight vodka.
Only loved me at midnight...
How unbelievably lucky i am to get to know you...
To have you see me as a whole person...
insufferable
smart Alec saved his friendships...
If I’m not all in
You can surely count me out...
And so the day begins...how do you feel?
Is anything different at all...
In days of yore, a time long past,
I found myself in a moment that would last...
She is red - ablaze with a passion so vibrant in...
She is orange - refreshingly sweet as her words...
how fortuitous
through multitudes...
A single kindness, a world transformed,
A moment's reflection, our lives adorned...
I feel you...
in the rustling of the leaves...
People called it weird, i called it gift.
I couldn't stay so I went astray...
In the depths of my soul, I beg forgiveness,
For I know not the extent of the hurt I caused...
Alone in a crowd
Wading through the travel rush...
To Meena Krish
You alway remind me of our friendship. and I love...
As we grow with the time phase
We come across many ones...
Rain caresses away the loneliness
Its droplets as soft as a lover's fingertips...
WARM SUNNY NIGHT
Warm sunny night on the beach...
When my life was so down low
You gave your hand to hold...
There will be times where we just need a friend
Someone who will listen and understand...
Women rise and break,
Soft as dawn, fierce as the storm...
You are my sunshine,
The warm embrace that fills my days...
Let me weep in this embrace—
if any embrace...
We made scrambled eggs
in mugs...
What do you do when things are never the way they...
For friendships you thought you had...
So i heard you said you miss me.
That you're praising me in front of all...
I'm sorry for your loss,
For it's I who has the gain...
When life gets difficult,
Hard for us to handle...
I'm at the dance and I look around and you aren't...
I guess you went to go smoke with your cooler...
I remember
those nights i lay inbed crying...
What happens when you do something bad to a friend...
Way over our heads,
The silent scream...
I've seen this coming for a while now
That all of this was going to end...
I was there for you in your worst
time. I held you tight and let you...
Lighting incense,
A smokey mist fills the room...
Sitting at home
I'm still thinking of you...
I remember those days,
Every time I had my birthday...
I never thought u were gonna be the one special...
Me and you are completely opposites, but were two...
Look to the left if you would;
You'll see that shes changing...
I thought I knew you,
I thought you would stand for something...
(The timing is going backwards, but I like it that...
It was a little over a year now, and the wound was...
When you grow up there is that one person
the one who knows your secrets knows your mistakes...
In this life we have broken promises
Broken hearts and shattered dreams...
I cant sleep much anymore,
ever since you walked out of my life...
Do you ever wonder
What happens when you walk away...
I miss , oh how i miss.
i miss, but you don't even see this...
Tears in my eyes,
Everytime you leave...
I loved our relationship, at first,
because i confided in you...
So you think its only fair that
You know who took ya place...
We were great friends,
now nothing is the same...
I can feel them, YOUR EYES
and they're TEARING me up inside...
Mi persona ideal es una persona que quiere ser...
Que tiene una meta para hacer mejor en la vida...
*Story Behind This* I wrote this as a song, so...
Forget about the boy in the corner...
In this room, Where
The angels don't...
I could use a friend
Who wouldn't forget me...
I don't know what to do,
I don't know who to trust...
It can be too tough to walk alone
You do need a friend by your side...
Fingers clutched between my ribs,
I can feel the chill that is rising...
She knows it's you
But she just can't say...
I know that the mistake i made was wrong.
but at the time i really didn't know what else to...
Do you honestly think I care
If you spend every second with him...
So we used to be friends
Hung out all the day...
Melancholy is calling me again,
and tell me that I do just pretend...
I would've been there for you through it all
But you never gave me the chance...
Remember when we spoke
remember when you had no where else to go...
We pass in the hallway as if strangers to each...
your eyes are cold and your presence is dead...
Tell me what has changed
I cannot think of one thing...
The clouds are like cuts across the sky
Obscuring my view over the hills and to you...
I don't want you to get mad at me,
For what I'm about to say...
Once again I sit here writing this,
And once again my vision blurs...
For Mary Cavagnaro
When you saw me...
Best friends forever, that's what we promised.
Now we're in ninth grade and it seems like we've...
Who Do I trust?
I come into this place thinking I have friends...
I hate it how you do this
come back n make me all confused...
You don't talk to me anymore
Deliberately...
Camera See.
I use my camera, as an eye in my heart...
So hard since our friendship was kept secret from...
It's sad that a stranger in my heart is what...
I looked into life's mirror and I saw you
A perfect reflection of me...
I miss when your eyes were all I dreamt about,
Images that I never want to live with out...
You were never there when I was upset or down,
You never noticed when I was wearing a frown...
A sparkle of life within her eyes
A flame from beneath to ignite the lies...
Facebook addy
Friends and social, drinking pal and party events...
So here I fall
and say goodbye...
How do you do it my love?
Oceans apart from me but still...
We were the best of friends, we did everything...
Then I went ahead and screwed it all up...
Sometimes I wonder,
If it was I who is at fault...
You created a cage around what we had
Locking out their world from our very own...
Yesterday we were friends
and it doesn't make sense...
It has been so long since I heard your voice,
This is far from what would be my choice...
The petals wither from my palm
Like my friends who are now long gone...
We used to be the best of friends
Oh, what I would do to get that back again...
Once upon a time I told you everything
There was nothing too big or too small...
Roses bloom to full beauty, only to wither away
Seemingly like when to friends go a stray...
(I haven't thought of how to break this poem so...
I took the pen at hand and popped the cap back on...
I poured my water into your cup
It blended with the wine...
Do you remember me
Like I remember you...
I miss the way it used to be,
but knowing it was never real...
For a long time now I felt you glance
Piercing my flesh, gaining momentum to stab my...
Darcie and Steph go see movies
all alone is how i play...
Laugh at me some more
Call me what you choose...
It’s hard to say but it’s...
My life is better without you...
Heavy hearts have gravity.
I have seen the well in your eyes...
Half my jagged heart lies across my chest;
the cold metal numbs my skin...
Push me to the side, like that paper on your desk
Neglect me but love the rest...
One day i'll break your heart like you broke mine,
Lie to you like you lied through time...
What changed?
Did I change...
I am sorry, i didn't mean for things to end up...
I just couldn't deal with the things you had to...
When I was alone, you stood by my side,
When I refused help, you would still try...
I just cant stop thinking about you
everything around me reminds me of us...
I have so many secrets.
They would not understand...
They're not there anymore
Your best friend...
I can see you,
straight through you...
Probably is just me
But, how can this be fair...
Once upon a time, in a land so far away,
We used to be best friends, but that isn't today...
Laughter, sad, problems..
Since we met we had a happy moments at the time...
Dirty and
Dishonest...
I'M SORRY FOR THE WORDS I SAID
BUT I'M NOT SORRY FOR SAYING IT...
What am I supposed to do?
How am I meant to get through this without you...
Lets play a game
You pretend to care...
You were like my escape
outta this world...
I gave you the best
Of the worst lies...
I watch you from the outside
Looking into your soul...
I got in the car and told him to drive away
But when we saw you come up with all that furry...
Didn't you ever wonder, how things could have...
If you never walked away and my pain you would...
I sit around and think at night;
About how things used to be...
I watch from afar
As everything fades...
That's right
As soon as trouble stirs...
I guess i really screwed up,
i guess that this is the end...
YoU put all your heart, and all your trust
you show the rawest parts of your soul...
She was my best friend,
Since about 6th grade...
We've been friends for years,
Gone through the pain and tears...
Apparently
All that ever mattered between us...
Why does it always be the same,
people we trust always play the game...
Memories are getting fuzzy,
old notes now faded...
Thoughts don't come so easily
I don't know what to write about...
I'm sorry, Is all I have left to say,
What can I do now, that you've gone away...
You were like my escape
outta this world...
You just don't drop the pieces,
you've helped someone recover...
Lie to yourselves, lie to your men,
Lie to your parents, lie to your friends...
A fake smile,
With a blank stare...
I see the sign
I get a strange feeling...
It's time I,
Make new friends...
It seems like theres a part of you, missing before...
what went wrong we used to be so strong, 'sisters...
I didn't know what it meant,
That we were drifting apart...
*This is very personal to me. It's about my...
Now you're gone...
What? Is it because of my stupid BF? My stupid...
What, people, WHAT...
You could not see that I cared,
And still I stood beside you...
Dear best friend
I remember when you said we would never part...
I saw you today,
I saw that you saw me...
This past week seems no less than a century
The pain and tears are killing me...
How can I tell you in a certain way
with you having to deal with no pain...
I remember all the good times I had with you
I remember all the help and support that came from...
My Friend,
You asked me to compose you a legacy...
No one gives you enough thanks for all the joy you...
You took me and forced me to see who I truly...
Shut me out,
Put me down...
Things always start slowly
Calm and peaceful; on the verge of serenity...
Some friend you turn out to be
well you couldn't fool me...
I am always the one who is to blame
I am always the one who starts this mess...
If I want to surive this road
That Im living on...
That night I thought would never happen.
the night where I would lose someone i cherished...
What's a true best friend..
i thought a friend was someone who would always...
Our friendship began when
one of mine ended...
Why is it, that when we got to junior high...
Why is it, we never talk...
The secrets now between us
are few but far between...
You were the one, I should never have let in,
You ask what you've done, but I don't know where...
When we were together
Nothing else mattered...
In every hear there is a room,
a sanctuary safe and strong...
Always thought it would be the hardest thing ever...
Pretty hard right...
There was a time
when all we did was smile and laugh...
Our meeting created fireworks,
Together I felt unstoppable...
I've said it a thousand times in my head. But it's...
But in reality I'm breaking, breaking away from...
Sometimes,
when I think of you...
I miss our past so much it hurts
Memories of us haunt me everyday...
I have been on this road for years
Always fighting to get it all well...
I thought that we were fine,
I thought that we were cool...
Sometimes I think words mean everything,
Other times nothing...
Pretty little lire
Feelings crash down on my heart...
She skirts her raft at the edges of the vortex,
Seeking the faces of those who are drowning...
Has the world around me has changed?
Or it's just the time...
You say let's build a time machine
Go back so you can fix everything...
When I'm happy around you, you get mad
when I'm sad around you, you get mad...
Who did you say you were, I'm sorry, I've...
Did you say that you're my best friend...
You say you love me, *******,
And I honestly think you do...
I am a huge liar, but I swear I didn't lie this...
I feel terrible for what has happened and I wish...
Someone who cares,
Isn't you...
Time,
Builds up friendship...
Even though I say it's okay
And I don't really care...
I'm so scared to tell you how i feel
Scared i might lose you...
In my "best friend" I see the person who
said she's never tell my secrets...
I once knew this guy
he was everytning to me...
- sad how the ppl iwudd ride for are stranqers...
Never did i do you wrong
and i was always there...
Wish you where here
Hey I'm 17 now...
I kept thinking
i did something wrong...
I'm seeing your true colors shining through.
And surprisingly they are dark and gray...
Doesnt get you
she doesnt understand you...
.IT SEEM'S LIKE FOREVER FROM THE LAST TIME WE'VE...
Dear Silence:
I know you are here, somewhere out there...
Silence is Golden...
in a temple of peace or solitude...
Do they fade?like the colors on a shirt.
Do they get bored of you because your the book...
You act like you know what your talking about,
but truth is you still got to much to figure out...
She was there for me through the roughest times in...
I understand your disappointment
And your anger at the choices that I've made...
With everything i have done for you,
all the tears we cried together...
Selfless or selfish
funny or serious...
Why does it seem,
That I will never be...
If i had one wish
I'd wish to have u back...
Years of friendship
i cant believe u let go so easily...
You had my trust and you threw it away
Never to be seen or heard from again...
Though our bodies were at a distance
We were bound by our connection...
Hopes and dreams are meaningless
When I had you I hoped it was forever...
You pass by with a blank stare on your face
we pretend we don't see each other even tho we...
Is it me or
Our friendshipGoing down the drain...
How do you know you hurt someone
and just let them be...
I appreciate the last 10 years,
you helped me become the person i am today...
Just so long as
there's an ocean...
I'm screaming
I'm losing my mind...
I'm looking back on all my old memories now
sitting here wondering how i got here...
I made a mistake today,
For that I apologize...
I wonder at times what has happened between me and...
I'm sorry that we are no longer friends,
I knew I shouldn't of lied to you...
The flash back
Comes back...
The energy is great
the time is amazing...
If I had a chance to know everything about her,
I would take it...
Through out these years, we all have change.
Some for the worse, some for the better...
Now you lie, you cheat, you fake, you steal from...
How come you are not ashamed...
You built me back up
when i was down...
Friendship, how does it start?
with a joke...
My birthday month and when I lost my bestfriend.
We thought we d be friends until the very end...
U said u always had my back,
Ride together, die together...
Smiles grow like broken glass;
sticky ripped skin sing the perforation of your...
How many times?
How many men...
Hey hey hey
we do talk now but don't get it wrong...
What is it with people and love? I though love...
I'll be standing right next to you
Even if you try to push me away...
And so it appears I don't know you anymore,
I thought I'd feel an emptiness...
You honestly have no clue what you put me through
You talked about me...
As a single tear falls from my eye
You haven't understood yet...
You tell me one thing
Then it becomes another...
The day seems to become longer
It's harder to get up in the morning...
The day I thought I'd never get through
I finally got over you...
Wasn't it you
Who haunted me in my sleep...
You left me
Then...you came back...
There once was a boy and a girl,
three years ago they met...
It seems karma never skips a visit.
I bet you're wishing for someone [anyone...
I can't believe you did this,
After all we have been through...
Promises Promises.
I'd do anything for you...
Everything I do is wrong
I can never make you happy...
The person who was here for me
Wasn't the person I wanted it to be...
Its been so long since you've been gone
My mind tells me its time...
Into the darkness, where did we go?
Into the darkness, I do not know...
Beloved,
this sun has not blossomed...
Everything that you say and do,
Slowly shows of what is inside of you...
I gave you a chance,
and we clicked in no time...
The silence is so dead
with all the words left unsaid...
Words they travel, and babe they traveled back
To me to me...
When it comes down
I could never just sit here and see you cry...
The hardest part about knowing that you don't care
Is that I spent so much time pretending that you...
I'd like to think I could be happy
But I just stop and cry...
I'm going to smile, because I want to make you...
I'm going to laugh, so you won't see me cry...
We Had Good Times,
Making Funny Stories And Rhymes...
Until today we were really cool,
That is until the end of school...
How could you possibly be this way?
All I wanted was our friendship to stay...
It feels like every single time someone makes me...
Sooner or later they just get up and leave...
I'm done letting your words hurt me
You talk trash about me...
Lies quickly turn to barriers
The more u speak the thicker the walls grow...
The sun begins to bow
As the candlelight vigil begins...
We started out as friends,
But something happened to us...
Don't you know?
I laugh to cover up the pain...
We tought, friends forever.
friends in heart...
It might have been a joke.
But it is hard to get over...
I messed up and im sorry
i just couldnt take it anymore...
We were best friends..
friends for 6years...
You make me laugh
Ahaha...
Did Our Friendship Die?
What happened To sever that tie...
Hi my name is Ignorance Stupendous,
Mowing down ignorant critics who shelter for...
Stuck all alone
with no one here...
Beethoven would be in awe
by the symphony you are writing...
I don't remember the last time I saw you,
Nor do I want to...
Friends are like glue they stick togother
friends are like a blankeys they keep you warm...
Today the heart beats habitually,
Thinking of you is like another reality...
We promised to never say these 2 words...
well i love you Burk...
Who do you think you are, making me believe you...
Hi my name is Ignorance Stupendous,
Mowing down ignorant critics who shelter for...
He first started acting shady,
When he got involved with the ladies...
It ain't about money but "selflessness or...
I am sorry I can't be your friend anymore. You...
You want me to be the bad guy?
Fine I can play the villain...
I used to let you boss me around
You did it so much that I'm feet below the ground...
So many thoughts run through my head and I can't...
Who you were...
You always had my back
And you always made me laugh...
This is poem made for closed friend to my heart...
there is many friendship wait us , and there is...
The world was built for pairs, but we
Are creatures that self-destruct...
It is not too late for revenge
I will take everything from you like you did...
When I first started college,
I thought I wouldn't make any friends...
Friend go they move away
But in your heart is where they'll stay...
I thought we were friends,
I thought I could tell you everything...
Sometimes I just day dream,
Of me and you beneath the flowers...
Oh I thought you'd know by now that I live to make...
away; I Just want it all to stop...
I think I hate these summer nights.
when nostaliga can creep in...
Why do my words hurt so many but help so few?
Why do my lips have to work faster than my brain...
We were once so close,
laughing together...
Dear: Tatyanna Eichler
You were my best friend...
I belong to the Darkness Now My Old Friend
It is not too late for revenge...
It all started in 5th grade
we were 2 best friends having fun...
I thought we were friends
but it was a falsehood...
You made me cry
you almost made me die...
I remember some jokes you used to make me loafed...
Some words you let my checks get red by it...
My friend that what you were to me
Ends and kills what had once joined you and me is...
You were the one i thought be there for ever
You were my best friend inspite of the drama you...
It started when I looked into your eyes
Your eyes had a sparkle that shows the whole world...
I know I messed up and I wasn't very smart
It is probably best we spent some time apart...
We use to be so close
i use to tell you everything...
How do i let you go?
Where do i begin...
Friends are a big facter in ones life.
But after ones done,you cant be have two,with only...
Im done
with you...
I trusted you,
Then we had a fight...
My lips are sealed
yet you say I've spoken...
Trust,
Something she lost...
When the silver Sun shines on you
with you...
Never did i think there will be a day
when ill miss u n it will hurt in such a way...
Today I lost a friend
Slipped through my fingers, no longer to mend...
What have u done
Why did u let go...
We are just ghosts, slipping through life,
Haunted by the memories of those who've come and...
Look how happy depressed I am.
Smiling though it hurts to feel this way...
Warmth in the presence of three
no trust...
As conceited as your mind can get.
Bleeding through every pore...
I was hurt
You helped me...
I didn't mean to make you mad
It was my fault...
You're destroying yourself,
Destroying everything...
I never thought I could
Nor that I ever would...
I will not regret
What i did not say...
In life we get moments
We live those moments...
(PLZ COMMENT AND VOTE, IT MEANS A LOT TO ME!)
Don't use the word trust in my presence...
I don't know how we got to this place
Where I can't even see your face...
Don't you love it...
When you're so down the floor is they sky...
I'm tired,
Of confusion...
Make my pain unreal,
Make my shadows disappear...
Dead, alone, empty.
You know and I've told you a thousand times...
; written with a pen seald with a kiss , If you...
U said u were there
u would catch me if i fall...
My head knows it's nothing.
Yet my heart aches...
Why did you leave the way you did,
you broke my heart in two...
I had strong feelings for that boy,
But you go and get him confused...
It's not I that I wish I could take it back.
I know that, I don't...
9-23-11
Just when you think...
Twirl twirl you make me hurl
tall blonde golden curls...
I am very sorry
For what I have done...
She woke up in the morning feeling displaced
in her world of happiness...
I was worng
You are not a friend...
Everyone has exclusive art and my art is revenge
and I waited the right moment to make my...
"What would you do If I sang out of key?
Would you stand up and walk out on me...
You drift away like a mad wave
never knowing what you're...
Step by step, left then right,
Do you know she still locks herself in her room...
Thats put iit in the past
barry it...
Seeing you
Seeing me...
Why you've been
Ignoring Me...
I'm sorry...
Dear Friend,
I'm infuriated...
Sometimes its better to be alone.
Whilst your “friends†party...
When it was only us
We were friends...
I'm not as good as you think
Not a good daughter...
You are not a sister,
You are not a friend...
It makes me sad, that you are this mad.. when...
Please just cange to better, i'm crying...
A friend ship where someone says its ok but you...
My belly continues to swell,
like the distance that expands between our...
Here is the final chapter for our friendship did...
Emotions melted through my mind
Final farewell is whispering on us...
I trusted you more than anything,
And claimed you as my friend...
8/1/2011
Headed out for the night...
It was supposed to be me and you. Best friends til...
I thought I loved you,
but that's a lie...
I used to step alongside you,
Stepping in your shadow...
A stab of pain in my chest,
It brought a tear to my eye...
Why have things changed?
It seems that you're avoiding me...
Our life is full of teenage drama.
Her mom like my momma...
As i sit down and think
Tonight i realise...
Hey Dear,
Yesterday was not long ago...
Tell me then that I am a moron,
Slowly eating my mind to empty med...
Best was never to last,
In your eyes only is the perfection...
Sometimes I think about forever,
and if we ever had it...
I sit and think about you
and know you don't have a clue...
Because of me they stayed together,
I thought things were getting better...
She stole him from my sister then she left him
did she do it on purpose...
I once had,
everything i could ever possibly want...
I am the Catalyst
earthquake at my step...
You made me feel so happy in every way I could,
You made me confident in taking every step I...
You said we were best friends but lately its like...
In as little time as a year you turned from...
I went to call you
Then I realized where not talking...
Just a prank
that's all it was...
You can smile to my face,
Say that you're my friend...
You called me a s**t you called me a w***e
i slamed your face right in that door...
Your eyes full of lies
desperate for cries...
You were there with me through thick and thin,
Almost as if you were my twin...
A mate is someone you can talk whit and be whit in...
You can compare friends whit dogs. You can trust...
Hinged inside my heart is a door
with footprints engraved in the floorboard...
Is it not enough for me to bleed? Im dying.
It is just enough to hear you sing...
Can you hear...
the words I'm telling you...
A few hours i've been with him
and we have been friends - bestfriend...
Sullen behavior you put off
give me reason to believe...
I apologise for all the laughter,
my life as i rebuild a new chapter...
I Guess Im Making The Right Dession For The First...
Imma Start Talking To The Real People That Cares...
We've been through hell together
Fought wars side by side...
Im numb from all the tears
I have nothing left to feel...
You were like a brother I never had
We been though it all together...
Broke all means of living
really jacked the life I called mine...
**October 2009
"Why is your makeup so dark?"...
Ever since you let yourself get burried
All I can think about...
Do u know what it feels like to be left behind?
loosing everyone around you in such a little time...
I miss how we used to be ,i miss us,you and me.
you wad there for me when i was scared,i was there...
The moment I saw you cry
I had tears in my own eyes...
You helped me through so much.
You were my closest friend...
I used to be hated
Had my name cursed to the god...
25th May, 2010.
Floating in the air...
I want to talk to you again
I want to laugh with you again...
When he walks,
every letter is like a dagger...
Can you and me be friends?
Or are we enemies...
Long lost gold, where are you now?
I've been looking for you, now please tell me how...
A/N: Inspired from when I borrowed my "best...
Panic-stricken, completely winded...
Oh my old emily,
your not the emily i'd met...
9th February, 2012.
Wallowing in her skeptic mind...
At 13
You told me...
Its selfless love and selfish hate,
That brings us here face to face...
We were only friends for two years, till you...
this is dedicated to my ex-bestfriend who thought...
Woops! They've got you targeted, your days are...
You let them get too close and now they've kicked...
When ur light seems to die out, and ur life is...
I appreciated our friendship we had
You helped me become the person I am today...
You were such a good friend to me
I thought I could trust you...
Best Friends Forever Is what we agreed,
You were there when i needed to be freed...
I wish that I could change you,
Mold you into what I want you to be...
I dedicate this poem to anybody who has ever had...
Why do friends have to hate each other...
I'm tired
of your...
I miss your laugh
i miss your face...
I am sorry it had to end this way
Feel free to call me names...
Smile, Joy, Laughter
Sit and cry after...
Dead inside
I wanna cry...
You told me I could trust you
You told me "I'll tell it like it is"...
May be its all becoz only i wanted u to be wid...
May be it was me only who always dreamt to be wid...
When trust is broken
All else fails...
One day You were there
The next I was unaware...
There once was a time
You turned to me for advice...
Lies after Lies when are we going to know the real...
Consecutive digits and remarkably distanced gas...
Couldn't make wishes strong enough for this...
Snapshots through my mind
Trigger sorrow...
Friends are a waste of time.
All they ever do is committ crimes...
I called you today
you barely spoke...
I never think everything will end like this
i was there for you in everytime you need me...
Whatever man dint be rude when its not about you...
If friends are for trusting
When all they do is lie...
Got to love it!
How that one person...
I enter the crowded room.
Your smile is still the brightest...
Do you really intend to tell me those lies?
Honestly you could at least try then a bit...
I didn't know at first but then I realized that...
You helped me when I was down and picked me up...
The mark on my face
From your boot and lace...
I can't say I'm fine without you... Because I'm...
My life sucks more then ever now that your gone...
Trickling venom; my hand is still numb
Trembling fingers are still on this gun...
She Took You Away From Me-April 30, 2012, Monday...
I use to hate our break up...
You said you would keep my secrets but instead you...
What's the point of a friend who never
Seems to care? Or when you need her...
"I'm sitting here thinking about how messed...
I'm tired of all the things running through my...
Friendships come and go,
Faster than the blink of an eye...
Brokenhearted she watches their friendship fade.
Knowing there's nothing she can do...
What did I do wrong?
I tried so hard to keep this friendship strong...
I thought i knew my friend
i thought we were suppose to be best friends...
I wonder if
You ever come by...
I'm sorry for being so clingy.
I'm sorry that I always get mad at you...
It's a whisper a whisper I told
I whispered in your ear...
When life gives u lemons make lemonade
when life gives you drama what do you do...
How long you've been gone,
it finally hit me...
He just doesn't get it.
You don't treat people that way...
You were my friend,
you were the one to help me the most...
I knew it was my fault
You can't say different...
I can not think of a time where I've longed for a...
so abundant they are yet they come and go...
Turn the page quickly,
can you rub out the past...
Dear old me , i'm sorry i let you down and left...
Alex-Hey whats up?
Sarah-Nothing much...
The other day it struck me
I don't miss you anymore...
What a friend you turned out to be
only wanted advice but never gave me any...
You said you weren't like the rest,
that you wouldn't leave...
You point at me in projection
when in turn its your own reflection...
Do you remember the time so long ago
We played videogames together...
If you ever get bad I tell you
Just to call...
Sometimes you have to accept that a friendship is...
But it's hard to let go of something that has...
It was a decade ago at the bay of youth.
We ventured to salty waters on stony shores...
A hope that we will meet one day...
A wish that you will smile at me...
First it was you
who said that im not true...
You and i were the closest of friends i thought...
Drama queen....you said we wuld be friends until...
Sitting here, fidgeting my fingers
Frightened yet anxiously waiting to finally see...
You made believe you were my friend,
That you would always be there for me in the end...
You think your so nice walking around telling...
But what you don't understand is I have true...
I am hurting,
I am burning...
Why do I love when they don't?
Why do I expect when they don't...
You're nothing but a poison,
Nothing more than false dreams...
Pardon me, do you realize
I'm slipping through your fingers...
What i meant by goodbye was i needed time to...
Friends go bye and bye...
Like jet fighters fly...
The writting on the wall
brings us together...
I'm sorry to whatever I did that hurt you.
I couldn't take it when you were yelling at me...
A war rages inside as conflict builds...
the desired truth that I seek, burns deep within...
We had a fight, it isn't wrong but neither is it...
I try not to miss you
i really do...
I know I'm not a perfect friend;
I know I'm also not a perfect person...
If your my friend ill have your back 100% of time...
You're all ghosts to me and I'm a ghost to you
The thought of it is pretty scary too...
You said you were my friend
But friends don't just ignore...
Years ago when things were simple,
When things were black and white...
Not every girl I've been with has seen me as a...
And that's best...
You hide behind them like there a shield. I know...
You tear me apart,
With every word you say that stings...
I wish there was something more I could've done
now you're out with your new friends having fun...
You're a pathetic little one,
you don't even have a job...
You call me your best friend
I'm not sure why you do...
You'll notice one day
that you're expired in their hearts...
I'm sorry,
I'm done fighting...
Be still awake
even till that break...
You were my friend
One of the best...
There will come a day where I vanish from your...
Politicians cost the lives
Of some of the best...
She took my hand and took me in acting like my...
She took that frown i wore so great and turned it...
You've always been by my side,You were the most...
When you walk in
a lot of eyes stares at you like...
Heading for the Southern Coast
to spend a day with family...
Slowly my heart loses its tick, as it has once...
You make me feel like garabage, lately, ive been...
You lie to my face
You lie for your case...
Its sad
when all you know is bad...
What's a girl to do when the blood won't stop...
This feeling is numbing...
What a friend you are !
You have me sitting here looking like a fool...
Listen I know Its all bad now,
Well Its Always Been, But you didn't have to hide...
He used to be my friend, best friend,
He was always by my side everyday...
Karma Is a Bitc$
She will come back and get you one day...
When the sun refused to give in to season
Where were you...
Easy to give,
but not to forgive...
Emotionless noise is all I hear.
Lies and deceit is all I see...
Want to keep silent,
just to live, but seeing faults...
I'ma fallin on hard times, wantin to bust a rhyme,
Tryin to shoot ma cr*p, Dyin for just a dime...
Remember you when the rain fall
We laughed together when waited the rain stopped...
You've been given everything,
But you've given nothing back...
The smile curving on my face is nothing but a...
The out-stretched arms are brittle and the tension...
How can you say you love me,
If you barely know who I am...
I'm sick and tierd of you treating me like crap...
My friend, that's what people knew.
My sister that's how I felt...
You
Your all i think about...
Distant, sharp-tongued and forever drifting away...
former glory, drenched in shadows and daggers. And...
I don't know
What I'm gunna do...
First day we met was cool we just set and talked
You seemed so nice when you held my hand as we...
We were friends and it began here,
She had eyes, full of tears...
When my supposed friends have enough of me,
I come back to you...
I thought you were my friends,
I thought you'd always be here...
Give chance to absolute healing. Not to the wound...
Here I thought, here I thought you, you, and the...
If that's the case then leave me, like she left me...
My soul screams out for something more.
Even when I am with you all, I feel all alone...
I'm still your friend,
Don't think that I'm not...
So sad the way we've drifted,
all because of a force...
I know I'm not a perfect friend, you're broken...
Of late i guess I've seen my real friends and who...
its not always the ones who spend their time...
Tender and fragile
You won't see...
Our personalities
weaved in and out...
You are mistaken - for this delicate situation was...
But you have every right to leave me out of your...
Scary smashing noise is heard
as the wind hits the window against it's frame...
I don't have a valid reason for hating you so...
maybe it's just me or maybe it's just a hunch...
I've been the lost
that was never found...
Dear, Mr. No-follow-through
You have no idea what you do...
She has been with me through it all
We have done the craziest things together...
We had a good run
I don't regret meeting you or our friendship...
We were Close
Away it Blows...
I hear your name...
And a smile crosses my lips...
"I don't know.
I'm sorry things went the way they did and I hope...
I was with you the last time you smiled. It warmed...
I was there the last time you laughed. It was one...
With many wealth, much friends live near by,
But by the Natures rule, Nothing lasts forever...
We were the best of friends
All summer long and through the fall and winter...
You loved me once
And leave me now...
We were
Best friends...
Those days were captured
on the postcards I sent home...
I guess I was your friend
I was always trying to blend...
Once you told me we will never be apart
You have been always in my heart...
I was there
i was there for you all the time...
27 April 2009
11:44pm...
But this is not a love story
This is not a love note...
This is a child's prayer,
My shout into the void...
The most painful wound
is the relief less one...
What if we
Where met to be...
Today I lost my best friend,
I had always assumed there would be no end...
Once long upon a time ago,
From cosmic dust two stars did grow...
I'm a fool
who can no longer play the fool...
Do you remember when the nights never ended
And we would talk for what seemed like days...
We hooked our pinkies once,
Swore to be best friends forever...
Your name is Hope
but you don't offer much hope to me...
I wanted to believe in
All your little lies...
Once upon a time, a twice weekly acquaintance...
young, lovely, bubbly, intelligent, this friend...
"Friends" are supposed to be there for...
"Friends" are supposed to have your back...
It was a day ago tomorrow
that she told me about her sorrow...
Have you ever hoped
The dead could come back to life...
Can't you simply let me be happy?
Even if it's just for one day...
We were the best friends at high school.
Sharing ideas was our motto...
All ten years of our friendship
--of blood and sweat and tears poured in...
A lie from your side,
Touched my heart too hard...
Stepping suddenly of those wicked images,
Destroying and burning my eyes to this very day...
The unreturnable physical disc of psychoness,
With that gone, not only have you taken away my...
How do you find me, oh friend of my past
Embracing this pain, and fighting the hate...
Rehabilitation
September 8, 2014 at 6:04am...
We were once friends,
Neighbors even...
When my filter starts to roam,
I overstate my undertones...
Lumipas na naman ang taon,
Pero kamusta naman kaya tayo ngayon...
He's the kind of person
who would play the victim...
You can actually
tell and feel...
Winning is the success of some losers,
But when my timecode was gone I begged to be a...
Today I realised its happened.
You’ll never message me back...
I love how
quickly you...
What do you take me for?
Some little glass doll...
I don’t know why
the light you shone...
I know that I haven't seen you for months,
And I do feel like it is...
Hassling you, it may seem but I just talk in the...
but trying to say your deep name so I can clinch...
Of all I have,
I have lost twice the much...
I can't solve all your problems
I can barely cope with mine...
You know what's the best thing
Since drinking orange juice...
Look.
I completely understand that...
Untrustworthy friend
Ooh, marriitta, marriitta...
Was it all a joke?
My heart can't cope...
You never walked out on me
stayed in the very next room...
My heart torn,
From your most recent poem...
It's amazing how life changes.
Like a couple years ago you may have had someone...
Tom Wood was a friend
He didn't deserve to die...
I just want to write this really quick
i'll still be your friend but that is it...
Friends are like flowers they come and they go
One of them stays one of them goes...
We all have experienced
an end to a relationship...
Child are you grieving
To words she is leaving...
The pain that I once felt was unbearable...
The memories of the time still linger in my...
Tell me what you want...
I can't read your mind...
Congratulations!
I hear and seen that you are engaged to get...
I've always been an honest person with no matter...
It seems it's not always the best or the right...
It feels like ages since we’ve talked
But I can still see your smile in my head...
Standing here in this room
Of a thousand people...
Looking through a mirror
Etched into my mind...
I felt the imbalance
I knew from the start...
I've searched the mountain
I've searched the sky...
I look up at the night sky
Wondering if you see the moon shining bright...
THE ART OF EMPATHISING IS CONFUSING...
You can burn me, use me, cut me down to size,
But that won't make me less than what I already am...
The hole in your heart
where the moon once lived...
If you're ever crying,
Just know I'm always there...
The blood…
Strong as metal...
I find a dying feathered friend
lying in a dirty puddle of melted snow...
Go ahead and walk right out of my life
As if I never meant anything at all to you...
I’ve always struggled with emotional connection.
So I compensate for...
For so long I’ve lifted you up,
and you 4 years younger than I...
happiness was a meer memory of the friendship we...
Messages of memes, sorrow, excitement and...
Do you ever get tired
of telling yourself...
The thing about you
is that your life...
I am nervous
Because I have...
Once upon a time
I had a beautiful heart...
There are times I wallow in fear,
In fear of loss, a fear of love forlorn...
Your smiling face
Reminds me of a blooming flower...
Today, I am going to give you my heart;
it wasn't easy for me to share...
red is a romantic color
red is me...
You are
what makes me happiest...
Sometimes I feel like saying
I have nothing more to say...
You make me smile
I've waited awhile...
Your pretty face and gentle smile
Is always on my mind...
As you lay down to sleep, i'll tell you a...
When your eyes slowly close, may you dream a...
Things will be different he said in tears as he...
Snot running down his nose...
She was there before me, but I wouldn’t say I...
I can feel her too. Because I’ve been her...
I don't know what I'm ought to do,
'Cause it melts me by just merely looking at you...
Never wanted to be far away,
Saying goodbye isn't a good word to say...
I tend to shut people out.
I like my space...
I met you during my darkest days
yet you stood by me...
Breeze of her drizzling smile
when embraces my withered heart...
A longing I've never known
Enthralls me, captures me...
Looking closer into your eyes,
Moving closer to your arms...
It was you,
it was me...
We were given 2 eyes, 2 ears, 2 arm, and 2 legs...
Why is that...
Spring crawls slowly forward,
Chasing away cold winter nights...
How much can I take
Before my heart completely breaks...
They met in times
When both felt low...
From the day I was born to this earth I only have...
The first day we spoke you called me...
At first I didn’t agree...
To dearest love of mine, that has yet been:
Tho' sight reveals you not, by love I know...
Happiness was sitting in the old worn down...
Happiness used to be sitting shotgun in a car with...
When I saw you,
sunshine around you and...
I’ve never been too good at letting myself get...
My heart is a tattered mess that you’re trying...
If you with wit and patience reach my chest
And veer in left, be wary of your find...
Two words...such a simple concept, and yet so...
True. Love...
In the middle of a nightmare,
An angel came to me...
We went for a walk
The sun still quite high...
Lets take a walk just u and me
Lets take a drive down to the beach...
When I think of us, I think of that night
you and I lay together on the couch...
Two strangers eyes upon a train
When they meet they look again...
The mystery is overwhelming,
The way she sways her hips...
As time goes by I sit and think
About a girl I once did know...
Her Smiles...
As bright as the moon in the dark night sky...
A heart relies on more than lust
Above all else it searches trust...
We are thousands of miles away.
Months keep flying by without you...
A meteor comes crashing down
Changing your world in an instant...
You rose up to
meet me...
I will laugh
I will cry...
While walking home one day, I came across a key
I could tell straight away, it didn't belong to me...
I've often wondered about gazing into your eyes
whether it'd be the same as I've often dreamt...
There is something that we share
A smile, a touch, a hug, a stare...
I can’t promise you forever
I can only give you my best today...
A slight chill ripples through with the incoming
gentle tide as I bury my toes in the sand...
Do you remember our first date
Roller skating in the rink...
Soft sighs, sharp circles
I don’t want ordinary...
I wish I had the time
To spill my mind...
Its time to let go,
the previous soulmate...
I'm not sure how to write what I want to
Like all the things that I want to do with you...
What can't be described
When she walks in the room...
What's Love?
Is it a promise...
I still remember the awkward moment when we first...
That look, that froze me and rooted me when you...
In every moment, like a steady heartbeat,
Thoughts of you echo through my mind...
For my love that ever reaches thee in the dead of...
Across forested hills, its voice in ghostly echoes...
You Found Me
I was in broken pieces, scattered...
I wasn't looking when you found me
down and out in darkness, in spiral...
When we were little, we spent so much time
Playing and laughing together, and I'm...
You walked away
i took yo place...
I just wanted you tell you
That I miss you so very deeply...
Having friends
it's not a hobby of mine...
The flower of hate blooms in many directions
Living to destroy...
Why can't you understand?
I didn't mean it, you know I can't...
I once has a friend,
She was smart, funny, kind, and patient...
Abide that time when I thought,
I need to find another sort of way...
Do you remember the days
of you and I and...
It kills me to have to let go because
Your friendship means so much...
We were once closer than the stars and the moon.
No one made me so happy...
I thought you were different,
but now Im hurt and you don't care...
How did we get here again.
We're back where we started...
You don't care, do you?
I really just want to know...
Forever I've crushed our friendship under words of...
Though you know that I did not mean what I said...
Her heart is broken.
She can feel nothing at all...
Even though i am missing you
i wont tell...
You think this is my fault?
You're so naive...
Compared to "I love you"...
Especially in relationships, I can ensure you that...
What happened
to forever...
I remember, how you told me
"we'll be best friends until the end you'll...
I was sitting here thinking 'bout years ago,
those simple, easy days of youth...
Thought we would be friends forever, so you said
Thought we would stay by each others side no...
Piecing together the puzzle to our friendship
Laying out the pieces one by one...
Broken,
No words that are needed spoken...
Remember when the sun would shine?
When we were still fine...
You said forever and I agreed.
We sat hand in hand, you and me...
Time just stops
you see the light...
Go on with your show. cause now i see im not the...
im just an extra u keep around just to say im...
Breath is heavy; blood on my brow, sweat flows
Thy soulless servant wishes for a dream...
Don't you just hate it when the people you think...
i hate it when my friends organise to do something...
A familiar face in a room i once knew.
Our friendship was strong, tighter than glue...
You see I've been catching myself smiling lately
Thinking maybe just maybe it'll go back to what it...
Sledding, slipnslides, bike rides, summer air.
Sleepovers, dance parties, not everyone had to be...
by A piece of my broken heart is embedded in you forever
A distant soul connected with another distant soul
So far apart yet the sadness and pain connected...
These tears
are from you...
Life sometimes makes your frown
your in a hole digging more and more down...
The memory lingers in my thoughts
Like an endless playlist...
My friends did not change
but they could find somebody...
Time has gone by so fast thats for sure
The line of our friendship is now so obscure...
Sometimes i think that iam astar
That shine in the sky...
All I ever wanted was a simple smile
but you were so busy laughing...
You say I'm a bad person,
But also you are too...
by A piece of my broken heart is embedded in you forever
Hearts are meant to break and you're bound to...
Life is meant to die eventually and new life is...
I'm biting back on my anger
The rage that consumes me...
The worst day of my life,shalt never pass,
Thy heart of stone,hidden by glass...
Trust is something that is earned.
Something that takes years to build but...
Throw it all away,
toss it away like...
How did it get to this
Hours days and weeks...
Broken Friendship:
What happened to us being close as ever? We grew...
Wished I'd said the right things
Wished I'd realized what you meant to me...
She's a given, and she's a *****
What about my happy smile every time I greet you...
A first encounter; a new acquaintance
Before summer breeze blows over my home...
I gave you the best i ever had
but when i try to be good, i'm still bad...
We were friends and I flaked, Im sorry for the...
You were good to me man and I forgot all too fast...
I didnt intend to do what I did the day that I...
Id left it outside and just wanted help I was lost...
A broken friendship
Worlds apart...
You left me here alone,
With no one to talk to...
I could count on my hand how many wonderful years...
Never my intentions til this day what I will part...
2014-06-24 16:38
Leave me here, in this fog of split paths where...
Our friendship came to an end
The day you said you wanted to avoid me...
A broken friendship
Worlds apart...
Some times sorry is not enough
when you do the same mistake twice...
That day,
I left your hand and...
I still search for you in the crowds,
Under the canopy of green leaves...
Long ago, in the lonely place,
I saw a girl of my age...
Best friends are temporary,
They should tell you beforehand...
Her very presence beside me used to bring a smile...
Her smile made my day...
If I were you
and you were me...
We used to be close friends
but as time passed by things...
You hide behind your words like a master of...
Bond between us was too high,
As i found him always by my side...
I wish, I hope, I dream for the geniality days to...
Haulted at when we were small...
It came,
hushed and shy...
They all connect so well
like missing pieces of the same puzzle...
Sure thing,
Fill up the carpet floor...
Don't you just hate the feeling
Of seeing someone that...
Sometimes it hurts
To reconnect with those...
Forgive me when it changes, when the season's fall...
as it's all I am, all I am Mama, as I follow...
I believe that the person
Who created the...
You know it's really sad
That you say we can't be friends...
Give me some extra time,
Making my thoughts seem sublime...
All these words are ugly;
so I take a step to breathe to leave it all behind...
You always said that trust was supposed to be the...
But then how can you just sit and remain silent...
I've written down all the words I could have said.
They're on the walls that keep me captive...
If you can describe friendships in one word,
How would you tell it to another person...
Two years
seven months...
You'll miss me
When no one else seems to care...
Let he, whom in my kingdom, read here wise:
Your eyeslids best be closed when near my love...
Maybe we're too young to remember
when our friendship started...
Friendship can be everlasting
Yet with time it can also be forgotten...
Our bodies sit right next to each other
While our minds are worlds apart...
I asked her if she could marry me,
She said YES...
Just tell me
who you want me to be...
It seems
my soot...
just a guy singing tunes of a bygone era
where we didn't care about the riviera...
I’m happy you only live once.
Me,, I’ll continue. Alive; your not worth much...
In the middle of the night
When noone is around...
I miss you so much…
All I ever wanted was to make you smile...
I was a poisonous friend in my youth.
I lacked boundaries...
Smile sweetly all you want
I know it full of venom...
What do you do
when you can no longer...
There are three kinds of people in this world;
Wolves, sheep, and sheep dogs...
Story time! Featuring my good friend,
You'll never be able to guess the end...
In the depths of friendship, we took a fateful...
Ventured into uncharted territory, where regrets...
You’re under the impression
That I stay away from you...
It started with A Series of Unfortunate Events
You were new that year and...
I sit in my empty room,
feels like a forever ended just too soon...
Burn me once, shame on you.
Burn me twice, shame on me...
Starlight star bright I saw a shooting star...
A shooting star so bright so amazing...
I was walking all alone,
But in the faintest glimmer...
TOGETHER
I grasp...
People are always leaving
Leaving never staying...
09/15/21
The world spins faster...
The moments that we shared,
The bonds that we had...
Warm nights bring soft breezes
As I stare out a darkened window...
I found an old picture of us
and bile rose up in my throat...
On still nights,
cold air suckles my rose-scented chin...
It is often said that mankind thrives on light
That hope is the food that fuels the soul to fight...